When I was a little girl, most of my childhood we lived in Jersey City, New Jersey. At one point we lived across the street from a Jewish Synagogue. I was approximately there from the ages of 9-12. I can't tell you exactly when I read 'The Diary of Anne Frank', but when I did, I know I cried. Was it before or after this place, across the street? I'm not sure. Somehow though, seeing and knowing it was there, brought me comfort. In this place we lived in, which was about 100 years old, we had...
Phew, our last New Moon really laid me down flat with an unexpected dousy (is that a word?). Anyways, a situation came up that has me facing a side of myself that I thought I already processed, healed, and transformed. Then SMACK. Take THAT. You thought it used to be Intense before? Try This ONE. Holy Macaroni. I fluctuated between moments of all encompassing love, seeing the situation from a higher perspective. Even being able to laugh at the seemingly 'this can't be true' idea, because it...
I’m not sure if it was a dream, or something I saw in my minds eye. Nevertheless, I’ll explain: In the pitch dark, I saw a black outlet type strip, laying flat on the ground. Almost of gigantic proportions and the ‘ground’ was actually the earth. Screwed into this strip were old fashioned lightbulbs. At first they, or many of them were dark and unlit. Eventually they all turned on and began shining their light, one by one. What I ‘saw’ was extremely simple, but the message was very...
For every Critique that passes your Lips or Mind - give 5 Compliments. You’re invited to join the: #5daychallenge #complimentchallenge We judge. Others. Ourselves. Maybe feelings of jealousy or inadequacy, while we compare ourselves to others. Maybe feeling that we’re not enough, or deserving enough of being fully accepted for how we truly are. #5daychallenge #complimentchallenge I judge. My mind constantly runs around judging - especially myself. It took a long time to accept my curly...
Sometimes I miss the hills, the plains, the mountains, the red, the brown, the gold of the land that I haven't seen for a while. The times I traveled the rivers, following the swimming fish. The times I knew the Stallions, the Wolves, the Eagles, the Snakes, as my brothers and sisters. The times we bathed together in the fresh spring waters. The times we told our stories around the crinkling coals, of burned out fires. The times we listened to the hum of the land and followed her lead when she...
You know, or may have heard (and if not, now you know!), Feminine Energy has been rising up. We had the #metoo movement happen just recently. Liken that to Feminine Energy realizing/accepting/acknowledging she’s been wronged - and finding the courage to speak about it, to the masses. That was a Healing M*fo....and it was just what we All needed. I felt it bubbling up the month before, with my own experiences coming to the surface . As the #metoo movement finally erupted Internationally, I...
Feminine & Masculine Introvert Extrovert Slow Fast Stillness Movement ~~~Balance~~~ That’s what we are here to learn. Our relationships could be the most beautiful balance of Feminine & Masculine coming together. Within ourselves we have these two energies which beg to come into balance: many women strengthening their ‘Inner Power’ & many men softening their ‘Inner Tenderness’. Look at these two - they found eachother! Personally, I’m going through a process of coming...
A few years ago you brought up the topic of Conscious Uncoupling. When I first heard about it, I thought, 'Sh*t. I don't want to do that. Anyways, we have our happy little family, 2 kids, house, garden, and I get to be a SAHM. Thank goodness everything's all Peachy here.'
I'm not a healer. You are your own Healer. That's right, you. The responsibility is yours to ensure your own healing. You are your own master. I'm a vessel for energy to flow through, what you do with it is your responsibility. Some might be scared of this idea. To be responsible for their own lives. It might feel nice knowing that you have an appointment and feel like, 'ah, this person is going to Heal me.' But they're not going to. You are. You have to. Only you can do it for yourself....
Sometimes I feel Crossing Overs. The very first time, I felt it in my body, rising up. Someone from the outside would have probably labeled this episode as a panic attack. I had no idea of what was happening to me. I felt the need to leave the place I had just arrived at, ASAP. Once outside I cried, having no idea why. A few days later, our family experienced a surprising crossing over. It's gotten easier, since acknowledging and embracing that part of me which feels more than many eyes see....